Trying to figure out what I'm doing this weekend. I really want to go home. All my friends are going back :(. If someone stayed here I wouldn't mind being here so much. But alas, everyone is gone. So I must go! But if I go to York, it's sketch. So I'll prolly have to go to union. Which I'm worried about because I have to take the HSR to Hamilton Station. And I have no idea which stop that is or where :(. Arg.
Staying here seems better. But I'm so aloneeee :(. I could ask my dad to pick me up... but I'd rather him drive me back sunday. I honestly don't know anymore. I just kinda want out.
Guess I'll take my chances and bus to hamilton station.
Might as well learn right?
But I could also learn how to stay a weekend :(.
Arg. I'm actually so stuck. Scared of doing both.
We'll see if my roomie stays for the weekend or leaves. If she leaves, I'm gonna book it out of here. If she stays I might just. Arg.
Over thinking as always.
To help me with that, I went to a meet and greet with Christian profs. It was pretty cool learning which profs were Christian and hearing what they thought about being in science and Christianity. Except....... I talked to a biologist after, and I have so many thoughts about how I'm going to get lab experience :S. They don't hire first years, and most labs are filled to the brim.
Should I ask to volunteer? Should I ask for a job?
Ask to volunteer as a first year few times a week?
Volunteer in the summer for a few of them? (prolly not a good idea first year as I have no place to live aha). Well for sure I'll try for the zoo. I'll figure out transport later haha.
I gotta make a resume omgosh. Remind me in the winter.
Anyway, so much to think about :(
And yeah. Studying for Kin. I'm being super unproductive right now. Just too much on my mind. But I'll just excuse myself as a dumb day. I'll finish soon, go shower, do some math and back to study.
bleh.
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