Day 19: end

I am feeling overwhelmed for not having everything on my to do list done. I feel a little nauseous. But I feel ungrateful for feeling this way. I should be happy. It's not worth putting myself through this. Every obstacle can be overcome. I refuse to find worth in myself by self gratification in marks, participation, or selling my soul to education. I am worth something to God and to my family and to my friends. And that should mean something.