I think I'm putting too much pressure on myself! I'm sitting in my bed reading all these cards, and I feel like I've failed you guys as friends: you are there for me more than I for you. And it makes me feel horrible! Horrible that I'm going through this depression. And not being able to be there for you guys. And it hurts me that I'm not always that cheerful person. I wish I was! Because she is definitely more lovable than this one with anxiety attacks and needing coaxing through everything.
I know it's silly of me to even think that way. And might even get some of you mad.
But I need to get over this bump!! And I am so lucky to have you guys with me.
I deserve nothing but have everything.
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