What a day! omgosh.
Today I switched out of a harder math. I was talking to an academic counsellor and she asked me why I was taking the "harder one" and if I was doing math in 2nd year. She totally recommended that I switch out because it was seriously stressing me out. At first I was hesitant. Tracy doesn't back down! Tracy takes ALL the hard courses! Tracy isn't stupid :'(. But with online homework and the need to submit answers online... a new professor who was hard to understand... I am so glad I am taking the "easier one" because seriously, even if I learned it in AP calc, it's reinforcing what I have in my head.
Tbh, not everything I learned in AP really internalized. I need to like... I guess put down my pride and realize that you don't need to take the harder path for everything! Besides, it's not like it's going to be EASY! But I just don't want a meltdown during midterms and regretting not switching. I fixed my sched after that.
E-mailed my new math teacher, and everything just fell into place (and i saved $30 on textbooks whoooo) :). I can do this.
It's easier to blog feeling happy. Like just a few hours ago I wanted to blog saying "I hate everything". lol i'm sorry for being so depressing. It's just difficult. But now I will have a new thing for my blog. I'll call it Milestones. And of course, every time I do something successfully for the first time, I'll call it a Milestone. And looking back, I'll realize how far I've come. I can do this guys!
You can do this. We know you can!
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