Day 80: Stairs

So yesterday talking to Irving I basically realized how far God's brought me and the things he's been revealing to me the last month and a bit.

Stage 1: Grief and Brokenness
This was where I was shattered to be built up again

Stage 2: Rediscovery
This was where I found my centre, Christ again

Stage 3: Existence
This was where I questioned everything

Stage 4: Awareness
This is now where I am, learning about Christian life outside of my own. It's been very strange. A lot of things have been happening
In fact, 3 major events the last week.

I guess I just need to be prayerful about it.

And yeah.
Aside from that, today I went to my first OFFICIAL LAB MEETING
dundudnudn :3

it was SO SUPER AWESOME :3
Got to hear about a grad student's research
and feel so... excited!! :D

I hope I can be more part of the team.
i hope I don't forget names
Also

Adam van Kouverden is coming to hamilton next monday
12:30 to 1:30
HOWEVER

It's downtown
I have class at 1:30
I have my 2nd lab meeting at 12:30!

:( to go or not to go. sigh.

aside from that,
prayer meeting today was very... deep
Lots of questions
lots of prayer
it's scary. it's interesting. it's wonderful.

I need rest.