So today I was done at 1:20, ate lunch with Jacky until 2:15. Diddled and dawdled for a while. Got really home sick.
Called my dad a few times about getting my iClicker back. He still hasn't responded :S. I'm meeting Jazz early to talk about being secretary for biosoc next year. Uhm.
Still trying to cope being away from home. Taking very long isn't it.
I feel like I should be doing more work :(
I don't know
I haven't checked my math mark either :S. Kinda worried and nervous.
Don't really want to aha........
Uhm. Also really want term 1 to be done :(
I miss everything.
Time is flying, yes, but I don't know.. I'll tell you how conflicted I am.
Why I can be happy:
Looking forward to Christmas
Looking forward to Summer
Can't wait till Ton comes home
It's only 4 years
Next year I'll be used to everything!
I'm getting closer to my dream
Why I can't:
Always thinking about home, always thinking about future:
Should I be more present here?
Am I being a bad friend to my new friends by not really "being here" ?
I still actually have 4 years here.
What if my dream screws up on me
What is my focus here?
When can I study what I love?
What if i'm not pushing myself enough?
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